Nikkimaissi

It's called Maissipapu. I only have few posts in there, but it's going to grow up again. I'm not going to post my art so much there, because people might think AGAIN, that they're fake. I've had nightmares about it, so I don't want to experience it again, it was so horrible... If my art was fake, I would bury myself alive. I mean seriously. When I say "done with ArtWeaver, 8 hours" or something, it doesn't mean that I did the whole thing in 8 hours. It doesn't include the whole design and layout time. It usually takes my own time, and it's about 2-4 weeks. I do everything from scratch, and I start sketching the face in one week. Then, I let

...Since I wrote a journal entry for DA. A lots of things have changed. I got diagnosed with bipolar disorder and it has been quite an adventure. I still haven't internalized the whole illness in me, so it takes my time. And I finally made tumblr-account, (well over a half year ago) and I got over 80 followers. I'm so pleased and happy for that! And I've seen so much changes about my artistic side; my skills are improving and I've got so good feedback about them. So I'm very happy at the moment.

I WAITED FOR THIS MOMENT ON FRIDAY. NOW. IT'S. GONE. I FINALLY. SAW. THE AVENGERS. IN KUOPIO. AND. IT. WAS. FUCKING AWESOME. thanks to Karu, ~Jezuh (https://www.deviantart.com/jezuh) and :iconhellequinac: